Eine Mama auf der Suche nach etwas, das ihren Tod überdauert

Ein und alles: Christin Schilling (32) mit ihrer kleinen Tochter Lia.
Foto: Vincent Kleemann / FUNKE Foto Services
Schalksmühle. Schwanger erhält Christin Schilling die Diagnose Brustkrebs: Wie sie um ihr Leben kämpfte – und um eine Erinnerung für ihr Töchterchen Lia (2).
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Treffen im Himmel – aber später
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Was, wenn Lia keine richtige Erinnerung an die Mama hat?
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Wie durch ein Wunder bilden sich die Metastasen zurück
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Kontrolltermine bestimmen das Leben
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