Immer das Gleiche getan: „Ich war im Vorhof der Hölle“

Ruben Regen – der Name ist für diesen Artikel geändert – hat über Jahrzehnte gegen seine Zwangshandlungen gekämpft.
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Brilon. Zwangsstörungen bestimmen das Leben eines Briloners – bis er sich einer seltenen und nicht unumstrittenen Behandlungsmethode unterzieht.
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20 mal die Kleidung an- und wieder ausziehen
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Sechs Volt helfen, um Zwangshandlungen zu unterdrücken
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Stress befeuert das Gedankenkarussell
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Zu Springsteen aufs Konzert? Das ist wieder möglich
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