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Corona in Kamp-Lintfort: Autorin war komplett blockiert

Henrike Scriverius in ihrem Garten am Dachsberg in Kamp-Lintfort.

Henrike Scriverius in ihrem Garten am Dachsberg in Kamp-Lintfort.

Foto: Johannes Reinders

Kamp-Lintfort.  Henrike Scriverius aus Kamp-Lintfort schreibt einen Roman. Die Coronakrise findet sie bedrückend, doch es gibt auch eine positive Erkenntnis.

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