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Diana Afflerbach blickt nach der Chemo mit anderen Augen auf das Leben. „Ich bin achtsamer mit mir selbst“, sagt sie.

Diana Afflerbach blickt nach der Chemo mit anderen Augen auf das Leben. „Ich bin achtsamer mit mir selbst“, sagt sie.

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Arfeld.  „Nachdem ich innerlich Amok gelaufen bin, mich aber wieder beruhigt habe, stand für mich fest: Chemo machst Du nicht mehr“, sagt die Arfelderin.

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Die OP und die erste Chemo

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Die Suche nach einer Alternative

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Was ihr geholfen hat

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